ALCOHOLISM/ADDICTION/RECOVERY

My life as an addict started out like the movie, "Arthur," then wound up like the movie, "One Flew Over The CooKoos Nest," I totally identified with all the characters in the movie. Funny how it sneaks up on you over the years, you mistakenly think you have your life under control, everything seems to be in place to suceed then it all falls apart very rapidly. I always though if I had the right stuff on the outside the inside would be all-right, the drinking and drugging were a small matter, I could conrol it when I wanted and it seemed to help me in my day to day life, I fit in, belonged, less inhibited, peace at least when I drank, but there was more wrong than I let on or wanted to believe, I was running scared, full of fear, very frustrated with life and living. I was clearly on a road to self destruction through the use and abuse of drugs and alcohol. My life was out of control, there was nothing anyone could do to help me, I could not identify with anyone especially those that conquered their drug or alcohols problems, I was very isolated and alone in my failed world of make believe. My book, "MY MIND HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN," tells the whole story, nothing made up or embellished, the book, my story has helped many see the reality of this disgusting and killer disease of the mind, body and soul. My life is a testament to HOPE, you too can make it through this maze of insanity and get past the alcohol and drugs, if I c an make it the past 34 yyears so can you. Please get the book www.gordonnrouston.com, you'll be blessed beyond your wildest imagination and find freedom.